I had been anticipating the anniversary back in early October. Not in an anxious way, more like – Hm, that’s interesting, it’s been almost a year!
I’m somewhat un-phased right now.
I told the story to someone in August, trying to recreate the great detail I did last Fall. It came across somewhat flat. The emotional impact I felt last year was not in the story. I kinda felt like I was describing a dream. You know those conversations, so vivid and surreal in your own brain, but once verbalized people are like – Uh, yeah, huh…. You’re right, totally weird dream.
So I don’t really have much more to say on the topic.
Except, I still have no desire to travel to Asia any time soon.
I think this is a good thing – I went, I experienced, I’m getting over it!